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Just leave your stardust behind ,
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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 CHRISTILYN.N
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Hotmail /Friendster/Facebook Hello Earthlings. I'm Christilyn or for short, Carmen. I study at RSH, Expasirian and coralite. If life's a bitch, out bitch it, it's that simple. I'll blow an extra candle on th every 4th of Nov *hints* (: I absolutely adore cute/funny/korean/awesome/high people :D Photography and sports are my thing. You wouldn't like me to get bored, cause i can get really annoying <: To cut th long intro short, i'm awesome. Enjoy reading about my _____ life, do rmb to TAG! Love you, ☺ Leave a slient whisper
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Saturday, April 24, 2010
Happy. I've been told one that God was first and family is second . But it's been changing somehow , changing drastically in fact . My life is really messed up without you . I know you dont think tt i'm missing you and tt i'm just using you like a atm machine , but i really miss you infact . I just dont think that i should show it . I really need you here right by my side telling me that everything's fine and just patting me to sleep like a baby just how you used to (: I cant stand livin' here anymore . It's just too hard , to hard for a kid like me . I'm not some kind of supernatural person who does not have feelings you know i need time to adjust to everything . It's really hard to think that i have a purpose in life . I'm far away from God and havent felt him ever since . I really want to go back in time , but i know that i cant . Reality kills . It's really sad to know that there are people suffering in the inside but still seem happy in th outside . You do know that i'm doing this because i love you and care for you right ? How i wish you could be here right here beside me again . Thats all i'm asking for . I know it's stupid to pour out my feelings here but i really cant take it anymore . That bitch really pushed me too far . Everything's changing , i hope that you'll understand that . I'm sorry for making you angry and making you and mom fight all the time . I know it's mostly all my fault but i'm special right ? Hah . Anw , i just wanna thank you for always being there for me and telling me almost everyday tt i'm your most precious baby and doing retarded faces just to make me laugh . And dont forget playing with me too ! xD . I'm such a kid . Lol . Anw , you're so much better thn having a boyf , no one can beat you with your honied tongue :p ( sweet nothings lahh ! ) Haha . Mmm , i'm feeling much better already . [: Thanks for being such an awesumm dad . Me luv you tonz ! Xoxo's |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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